I'm in the final hours of the year 2009 and okay, to be honest, I'm not quite ready for a whole new decade. Oh well, as if time would wait for me. Hahaha. I'm at Pan Pacific now, with Jinghui and her family. They are really nice and we're still deciding on where to go later on after the fireworks. :) Yes, I'm gonna do the reflection of the year. It is a yearly thing and if you don't wish to read a really long post, you can skip this. So here goes..

This year had given me my fair share of happiness, laughter and joy. I'm not quite sure about the not so happy part but I'm just glad that this year is coming to an end although the whole new decade issue is kind of scary somehow. But I know that I'm still gonna have the precious people that I have in my life now. Through the upcoming year, and maybe even the entire decade to come, they will be there to pick me up when I fall, push me forward when I am lazy or pull me out of the mess that I may put myself in. I feel really blessed to have them with me.

I'm not gonna lie, I am pretty disappointed with myself when I got my 'O' level results earlier this year. I was expecting myself not to do well but who knew I'd do that badly. :/ I was really upset and I settled with my current school unwillingly. Most people hate my school, I did too. But now that I've experienced it for myself, I kinda like how the education system works. Given the choice, I would still choose my school. I don't like it when people stereotype my school as the lousiest just because it is easier to enter as compared to the other Polytechnics. That aside, my main point is I got to know quite a few people in my school and they made a difference to who I am today.

My first class in this school, W14E. I can't quite say that they were the best now that I have W46A. You can say that I am bias but in the beginning, we were really close as a class but as the semester goes by.. Things really changed. Some of you became people I'll never forget while some of you are already forgotten. I had a really close friend in this class, she was loud, unique and a great listener. The times I spent with her were really memorable but now we've stopped hanging out already. We quarrelled and we couldn't agree on certain things and we just leave it as it is. Thanks for the Christmas card, Jialing. I've missed you too. Then we have Darryl Tong, Thomas Heng and Kng Zihong. I still miss having them four with me in class. One constantly screaming for me, one always falls asleep and makes Yasmin and I laugh our ass off, one always bickers with Jialing and cracks us all up and one who is always putting in the effort to bring us all together. You know who you are, I hope you know you've made a difference in my life.

Omg, only one more hour to finish all that I have to say! Shitttttt.

Next is my second and current class. Each class just gets better I hope. They are nice people, like real nice. When things didn't go well between my friend and I, they were there to support me when I had to get used to not having someone always there for me and stuff like that. Ashley, Erica and Rina along with me, our initials make up the word ACER. That name kinda got stuck until now. They are known as the most violent girls in class and they usually crack me up a lot. Class clowns like Adrian and Samuel too. These people make time pass faster in class and I really cannot believe that ten weeks flew past just like that.

Other than my classmates in school, I have two other guys in my school. And they are my favourite boys :) Yuecheng and Cody are the best guy friends anyone can have. To me, that is. They would do a lot of things for me and I love them for being so nice to me. They would carry my laptop for me, take the MRT with me from school, and even teach me Mathematics. HAHA :) They're so amazing and I love them so much. I hope they know how much they mean to me and how much I love them :) They are the two most important guys in my life and I don't think they know that.

Another girl that has made a great difference in my life is this girl I got to know in secondary three. I don't know what made us such good friends and I wouldn't know what to do without her. She was there for me when I fell out with my good friends in secondary school. You really can tell that she loves you so much and she may be very quiet around people she don't know but she is warm and really lovely. Only people that take a walk in my shoes can know how it feels like to have her in my life, otherwise it is impossible to find out. :) Thank God I'm blessed enough to have her be my good friend. I just want you to know, Charis Wong, that even though we haven't met in ages, and we need to soon, nothing changes what we do together, nothing changes how much I enjoy time spent with you and nothing can ever change how much I love you :)

One last person to mention, Ng Jinghui. Okay, this is going to be very long and this is for her. So we've quarrelled last year, we've stopped talking for a good eleven months and if you've read her blog before mine, you should know she missed me. HAHA. I missed her too. She is one insane girl that never fails to make me laugh to my laptop. She is random and totally blonde. I love her as she is and she needs to know how amazing she is. I think that she doesn't need an ah lian to tell her what they think of her. She is bubby, lovable and the best girl friend someone can have. In the upcoming decade, I know that she will be there with me, through it all. She doesn't need to doubt herself because I believe that she is able to do a lot of things on her own. She may be insane and blonde, but she is one hell of a super friend. I don't know how to put our friendship into words because it has been an amazing 5 years already. I'm kinda rushed for time as well, so I'm keeping this short. I love her and she knows it. The upcoming decade is OUR decade. :)